About

My name is Raphael... people call me Raphy. I was born in Philadelphia, but I've lived in Davenport, Florida for most of my life. I'm waiting to finish my senior year so I can leave for Basic Training for the U.S. Army on June 26th, 2012. I used to hate my life. I still hate most of it. I have really good friends that make life somewhat bearable. I have a really strong dislike, distrust, disgust, contempt and hatred of the human species. If you're a human and I care about you, you're really special to me. I care more about animals than I do the human population. I tend to like people for who they are, regardless of sex. I like to keep to myself, but then again I'm probably the loudest person you'll ever meet. People are always asking why I don't smile much.. it's 'cause I'm ugly like that... I tend to contradict everything I say. I've had things done to me and been through certain things that are ugly and grim, but I still find room to help people. I think maybe that is why I'm so depressed; I have so many personal demons and problems inside my own head that I find a need to help other's find and handle their problems. This is beyond the point. I'm sorry, let me regress. I listen to Progressive, Indie, Alternative, Post-Hardcore, Metalcore, Pop Punk, old rap music, and other subgenres of the one's I just stated. I also have an unhealthy obsession with Bring Me The Horizon, Green Day, Nirvana, and Craig Owens. My simple little existence consists of friends, working out, video games, Tumblr, and music.
Sincerely, Raphael J. Grau